paint it purple

This is a personal reflection, not a review.

 I don’t exactly know why I feel depressed while reading Intuitive Leadership.  Tim’s story is much of my own story.  But Tim sees his story - I don’t so much.  Yes, that’s it, that’s why I feel sad… like I got on the wrong train from everyone else - or better yet, that I just didn’t know what train to take to get to the place I really wanted to go.  Now years later it hurts.

Thank you Tim for telling my story in so many ways. 

If I have learned anything about following Jesus and ministry and church I can’t express it.  Instead…

“A mind full of tremendous and subtle intuitions, and every day he found less and less to say about them, and resigned himself to being inarticulate.” T. Merton, Seven Storey Mountain, p181.

I don’t know how tremendous I am, but I am resigned to inarticulation.  Thank you Tim for story and stirrings too deep for words.